39 weeks today! Need motivation

I am exactly 39 weeks today and i am losing it. Will appreciate any advice to keep going.

Midwife said they will book an induction at 41 weeks and i am terrified. Dont want an induction. Doing everything to naturally induce labour but nothing seems to be working. Walking, 30 minutes lanour activating you tube videos, dates and lota of squatting. All i m getting is sore body and back pain and some lightening crotch. 😭😭