loneliest christmas eve

It's been a few months since the breakup, we didn't even have anything planned. I moved out. Today, I'm really feeling the emptiness of it all. I live far from family and they're all together and happy, I didn't have enough money to go home for Christmas.

At least it was peaceful, I guess? Silver lining I didn't have anyone angry at me? I don't know. I'm just super fucking lonely and it sucks.