I'm sorry to everyone here

I'm crashing out.

After responding to people in this channel all the time about how my husband is proof that not all men like porn, I just discovered his $150 per month subscription to a girl on OF and countless others for $50, $5, and so on.

He told me when we met that porn disgusted him and he wasn't interested in being some gross boy beating it to his phone. That he wasn't into anything sexual with another woman unless she was into it too.

They exchanged messages too.

I know about the love after porn sub, I'll probably go there next. But right now I just wanted to apologise for being so confident in this one man.

I even put up with him cheating because I thought it was so rare to find an anti porn man.

I'm shaking. I don't know how to confront him about this. I guess I will just finally leave him.

I'm shaking.