Son did it…Seriously shaking and nervous. Any and all support welcome PLEASE

I was putting my son to bed when he said he felt sick….now he’s v* and said he d*’d in his pants. I have zofran, and xanax, but REALLY dont want to take them…might take a half a xanax. Please I am freaking out!! omg

EDIT/UPDATE: ended up taking a half of xanax to chill and calm down. son is fine and has kept everything down today. thanks all for the support. will try to chill these next few days and pray I dont get it!!!