"You're not special"

"You're not special" is something I hear repeatedly from Ethan, as he shouts at others, which happens more aggressively and more often now. I would like to submit that these sort of maxims are learned through repeated exposure, ergo I think Ethan was told this frequently as a child and he's internalized that reasoning and turning it on other people as an adult. Everything he does is to prove he is special or that he is the exception. You can hear it in the way he berates his own audience, which happens every stream now. He does it to anyone else who even slightly criticizes and especially outshines him, and unfortunately it's probably the root of some of the insecurities he's lashing out about. 

He thinks he's the exception to a raging wildfire, he's special enough to fight it on his own, more capable than trained fire fighters who he wouldn't even listen to when asked to evacuate.

 He was quickly shown to have inferior political knowledge during leftovers, and has spent the last year trying to prove that he's right and Hasan is wrong. It was okay that he was the dumb one, because he was supposed to be the funny one. But to Ethan he has to be the exception, the funniest and the smartest. He is neither. 

shit, it even goes back to how H3 started. It started because Hila was impressed by her classmate's video project. Ethan saw her praising his video skills, immediately became jealous and had to one up her random classmate. He has retold this story and how he thought he could do it even better, having never done it before. In other words, he's exceptional. Better than anyone in the room.

What about his poker game? Spending months talking about how great he is, only to repeatedly lose, and lose magnificently.

There are many more examples but you get the point.

To sum it up, Ethan you are not special. Gary was right. You wouldn't suffer half the backlash, or half the self imposed misery if you just learned to have some humility. And sadly, for your quickly depleting audience, you aren't even funny anymore. 

PS we know the numbers aren't real. You have resorted to lying to try to prove you are special. Your "nuke" was embarrassing as fuck.